>>48223008Being raided is such a dream. Happened once while I do raid after each of my streams. Once raided the loomers too when I had a few collabers who were also viewers, just for the fun of it.
Meh, I'm just used to be that one person with "enormous potential" that systematically underperform due to chance. Litterally due to statistics. Machines that were important for my science experiments broke the day before or the day where I needed to do my experiments and set me back a lot. Happened in all my labs, for all my experiments. It's a pretty infuriating existence to be that cursed and unremarkable, but it makes you ressourceful and renacious at least.
I'm continue to pump out content everyday more out of spite and menhera than ambition these days. Just to dare the universe to give me a inch so I can take the mile. Or maybe i'll just go inch by inch, who knows. One can always imagine Sysiphus to be happy.
btw do any of you get the uncanny feeling to "be" their model at times? It's super weird.
