>>4865528Fucking this, i open youtube and i see Coco's face, i open twitter and i see tatsunokos on twitter.
I have no escape, everywhere i go i get reminded of it.
No idea how i will handle this month, i could barely watch the Uno collab.
I know she wants us to be positive and watch her till her lasts moments but i'm hurting so much trying to take my mind off this that watching streams feels like torture.
Having to choose between feeling guilty about not watching my oshi or subjecting myself to more of this is honestly one of the worst feelings i have ever felt in my life, the worst part is that i only care about her so i'll watch her even if it kills me inside.
