>>39138672I love your posts. The thought of being treated as sonny's dog is attractive. I want some gaslighting mixed into it because I am mentally fragile. If he won't reassure me, I'd be dead in a snap. The only way I can survive to experience a whiplash of abuse and domesticity if he will manipulate me enough to believe that this is all for love. I am taking his beating because he is in love with me. His obsession is uncontrollable so he locks me up with his dogs to punish me for not paying attention to him enough. He wants me to learn how to show more affection like a dog to his master. I am in physical pain because of love. It's all my fault that I am treated like a dirt on earth.
