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Am I only the who not only has no qualms about masturbating to their oshi but actually specifically wants to masturbate to their oshi from time to time? People say it's disgusting or "they feel like friends to me so that's weird", but I like masturbating to her because I like her as a person and she feels more familiar to me. Some random slut online just doesn't have that appeal. Of course I wouldn't masturbate to someone I know irl, they're in a different category to me, I would never do such a thing. But my oshi is right in that sweetspot where I feel a connection to her but don't have an actual relationship (platonic or otherwise) with her.
In short, I masturbate to and fantasize about my oshi, not because I see her as a sex-object, but because I see her as a person more than any other internet persona.
Is it just me?
