>>80990585this is also one of my worries... I try not to think too much of the future because it would only make my heart sad... I can't imagine a life without my hubby right now... I just pray that he will be with me for as long as he can... and I too shall do the same. My biggest fear is his growing age... I know that he will want to settle down someday but I don't think I would be able to take it right now.