>>32342842anon... real life isn't anime. in no real life competition is the battle won just by whoever has the most main character energy. in fact, if you convince yourself of that, then it only makes failure hurt more. she can take sets off the celestial players she plays with, she could factually get celestial and be getting better by playing there, but she won't play tower because she malds in a competitive environment.
one must humble themselves, and accept their place as one of a million competitors who no more deserves victory than any other, and especially never go to that fucking elo site.