>>49445799Anon's what if your oshi wants it. What then? Should a viewer entertain this behavior or should they be the straight man? I love my oshi, I want her to be happy and I want to see her grow. I am confused though, on what part should I play even as one opinion in the vast sea of viewers. I feel funny when my oshi acknowledges me, however that does not take away from the reality that this parasocial bond is growing. How do I keep her safe, how do I stay safe? Was I just being a yes man all this time? I'm just a little worried.
I will tell myself that fan service once in a while is good, after all who doesn't want to feel loved. That is as much as I can think for now.