>>108205806She said she wanted to be alone this year explicitly and that she planned it this way weeks in advance, honestly makes sense as much as she had fun playing those card games she would be expected to host it again which is a lot of work and money right after coming back to Japan. She was doing this negative egosa already in Japan God knows what triggered it perhaps she wanted more feedback due to album and duolive when she went super negative back in 2023 it was at least in part due to the album but also not getting things like Myth 3D live when she felt like it's now or never but I don't think it was the issue this time she will obviously get a ton of hyped stuff this year. She will also have several meltdowns due to stress but it's way too early for that.
