>>109176456night bloom was really on the nose. thanks for the other songs, I will give them a listen. I wasnt there for the early years so figuring out what was what would have been a bitch.
>when she becomes crossI hate how she is held hostage to losers bullshit.
>consecutive hortwhat type? it happened right after lemon summer almost all at once. all the warmth and vulnerability, poof, gone.
call me a schizo retard, I dont care, I have a career of validation behind me so I will just say it. it was like one day someone flipped a switch and she wasnt there anymore. I can always intuit or feel the mind of whoever I am negotiating with/persuading/intimidating/whatever. even if they are better than me. It's still there, just clouded. she was gone. for six fucking months. I felt light maybe 3 times. this couldnt have been a build up cause it wasnt gradual. do we know what triggered it? 