https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wg4VJ3DR1k0Hey guys just wanted to say thank you for having been relatively nice to my oshi, and sorry that some of her schizos have been a thorn on your side for a while. Partly thanks to you I’ve discovered the answer to a question I’ve had for like 3 years of watching Miori… why does such a talented chuuba and smart girl lets herself be affected by such obvious bait? The weirdly pavlovian or MK Ultra response she sometimes had to people hating on her online and the leaps of logic she jumps into when interacting with it reminded me of the programmed/instilled response many abuse survivors had imprinted on to them by the people who wanted to control or manipulate them. If left untreated, this response or conditioning remains as a subconscious external button that future abusers can notice and press to elicit a desire response (or simply a feeling of control) from the person. I’ve seen this happening multiple times with Mio and other people (clinical cases?).
It really began clicking when a post mentioned how the last few streams made him realize just how deeply Mio was infantilized by her parents into a state of arrested development so that they could control her better. Incidentally I’m sure you’ve seen many times where Mio was talking and acting normally, then as soon as she read one hate comment in a sea of positive ones (in chat, on other sites, etc.) it’d be like an underlying instinct hijacked her train of thought and she reverted back to an abused child saying whatever she was trained to so that her parents would stop attacking her.
I think Mio herself is starting to become more aware of all this… It was probably telling that in one of her last heart-to-heart streams 90% of what she talked about was her parents’s abuse (and that stream also made me realize the abuse probably goes farther than she ever told us) and little to nothing about the antis who only seem to bother her as an extension of Parentlestas’s bullshit or the brainworms. Essentially when internet asshole #2867 makes a post we see it as irrelevant third world babble, but Mio’s brainworms make her see it as another instance of her abuse/mind-programming schema which she feels subconsciously compelled to submit to, much like if someone were to press our airway or specific vulnerable spots in our body during an interrogation.
These are just the cliff notes of the pages’s worth of thoughts I’ve been writing about Mio lately lol. But yeah again I’m really really sorry you guys got caught up in a situation that genuinely has nothing to do with you. I hope when you look at Mio or think of her you don’t see her as someone irresponsible or stupid, but simply a really sweet and sensitive girl to whom a lot of trauma and baggage happened to. You didn’t deserve to have your thread be shitted up for so long because of some non-ASMRtist’s menhera fanbase, and again I apologize you had to go through that. I’ll try to look for like 2 or 3 ASMR chuubas and share them with you as penance lol.
