>>109816755I only started posting about 4 years ago and I know I only quit a couple days ago but I have tried to leave it lots of times
I will admit I like to be perverted but I don’t want to get too deep into it…
I like attention lots
I am bullied a lot and I wish I was okay with it so I ask for mean things so I can become accustomed or learn to take the mean words
I cannot handle it though so I’m leaving
I do want to leave my past communities behind and names and everything along with it so I can concentrate on trying new things and breaking a cycle
I know I am not the best streamer or ASMR and I don’t plan on it but I just want to keep posting so that I can improve or at least have something to look back on so I don’t feel I’m wasting my days in a repeated loop of sadness
Also thank you for the kind words