>>110317895I promise you that’s not me
>>110317917That’s completely normal, and I was the same for a while, especially around the VSMP. I hated seeing her get so close to others, I felt like she was moving away from us back then. I definitely lashed out a lot back then, but I kept that to myself or I just vented to a friend. I was horribly maladjusted myself, but I promise you I fully relate to that feeling of jealousy. I think I just adjusted to the new distance she set at the time, though I think that was just something I falsely perceived. I’m not sure what advice I can give you considering my own life hasn’t improved any, if anything, it feels like it’s only gotten worse over the past 2 years. I’m sorry for insulting you at the end there, but I hope we can find something to fill the void when she’s not around. I don’t think it’s a healthy thing to make her our one and only source of happiness. I’m still trying to figure out what I can do with my own life, I hope you’re able to as well