the fact that they think shondo giving them attention for the reasons she does is a good thing, just in itself of that, says everything anyone with a brain needs to know about what's going on in their head, and that's before you account for the other obvious flags like the obsession with men and highschool behavior especially at their age
part of shondo's problem is being too naive to realize it and what it means about them (and how pathetic and sad it is) and then benefitting from lying to herself and avoiding confronting it at the same time, and of course her own childishness of coping by brushing it off in the way they've been putting in her head since forever for similarly not-coincidental-coincidental reasons
>>108962822nta but you don't need to explain to know when she's in the mindstate she's in and acting how she is whilst not even talking to the barbies about it to know there's something bad going on with her whether she looks you in the eyes and denies it or not, also noteworthy to notice who is encouraging her to act that way and trying to control her by feeding that narrative any chance they get, not a coincidence there either, same people who were around for rrk and fought her and did the same kind of shit to try and prevent her from moving on from that and learning from it
it's crazy how effective just being dishonest works on her, especially the selectively choosing what you encourage yesmanning strat, though they still do discourage things too more openly they're just extremely careful and selective about what and how they do that since they know you can't control her if you're being honest and direct
remember when she said that one time on stream you just have to make her think these things are her idea? lol, like i said, she's always known this stuff she unironically just pretends to be retarded about it to cope and it starts to become a "pretend for so long you end up becoming it" kind of thing though even now she knows it's just harder for her to admit it and wrestle with it cause of her choice to give up with it
anyway yeah bye mb i get too much satisfaction for saying the quiet part she and the obsessed homo groomer manchildren hate to hear, doubly so when she wants to mess around and get bratty about it kek, honestly the most pathetic shit is being one of them and wanting that to be your """Relationship""" to her and being satisfied with wasting your life doing that kek all the other barbies grew up enough in the real world to realize, it's the same kind of shit she had to learn from oli about the clout and drama obsessed highschool brain streamer scene (most people are that shallow and pathetic but she hasn't left her house enough and got burned enough to realize it, since it's not a lesson people like us want to learn or believe in the first place, like she also said in regards to the shit oli told her about)
>>108963155she's not planning on anything really, it's why she's getting a mortgage instead of just renting and being able to actually own a house faster and without all the stress, on top of her managing her personal/online relationships just as recklessly and poorly, but i digress, she ultimately does have a self destructive/"gave up" mindset so that part is true, she just doesn't really know what she's doing and she doesn['t want to which is why the best way to get her to like you right now is to just happynod and feed that in her and it's why you've seen her regress into that so much especially recently as that stress piles up again
going dick hjer on the astral plane now and then when she's off her meds IRL so dw she'll be fixed soon after i give her her first paranormal organism and force her to blossom into a beautifulk being of the feminine forever into the future
