>>98460481I was referencing the original posts that mentioned me (or the "autistic kadet" at this point I don't even know if I should call myself that with the amount of stuff I never did that gets attributed to "me" and the amount of times other anons are called that) saying I misinterpret things Sonny says and some shit about another briskadet bullying me which I have 0 recollection of because it never happened. I should've never called myself autistic that one time, I know my posts tend to be recognizable but now I can't even post normally about my oshi without someone, two people? the whole thread? breathing down my neck going ohhhhhh the autistic kadet!!! I don't want to be annoying or to stand out at all that's why this obsession is really fucking annoying and probably more annoying for the other anons, I don't think I'll ever leave this thread for good but this shit is so confusing and genuinely weighing down on my mental health, I don't even expect a sincere response to this I'm honestly just using this post to vent and hey it's probably shitting up the thread even more but it would be nice to get some sort of answer