>>77604290I think I’m actually getting lobotomized, its been a while since i have a recollection of sticking to a conversation topic for over 30 minutes. I’ve been following doctor’s orders and I haven’t had a nervous breakdown in a while luckily. But to answer your question, it’s typical asian parenting combined with the fact that my brother bullied me growing up.
>>77604326I don’t think so. Being menhera in the current vtubing meta is overdone, it’s going to circle back “the next door girl” formula.
>why did you tone it up then?If you’re pointing out the lack of specific things I do, I’m currently in a rut on thinking of things to do that sets me apart of people. I guess you spotted my desperation unfortunately! I’m sorry!!
>>77604383Thank you anon I’m glad you like me!
>you always sound like you're on the verge of a meltdownA lot of people say this about me but I genuinely think it’s because I came from a background where one misspell resulted in relentless bullying or abuse so that’s why my speech sounds nervous or sad. I’ll try to work on it better, it’s hard since I grew up speaking like this.
>Please fix yourself.Can you give me some sort of direction for this other than killing myself
