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Am I the only one who's kinda gotten depressed by this shit?
It's like you and a friend got to sneak into a club that neither of you were supposed to ever get into. You both had a grand time, living it up. Then, one day, someone finds out you two weren't actually members, and you got kicked out with no way to possibly return.
PC pre Jelly-statement had shit like Pippa streaming crazy shit w/Kirsche, Panko streams, Pippa's Dinocop crashout, Shiina's Ethnoguesser stream, etc. that all felt like (You) and PC somehow got past the censors and the Twitterati. You were both in the club. Having a grand fucking time. Like the time before Pewdiepie shouted nigger on a bridge, you could just let loose and shitpost and just have some goddam fun. Now, the bouncer found out that you're not supposed to be in here, and you both got kicked out.
This whole week I realize now I was coping and rationalizing to an insane extent. I don't know what I was expecting, honestly. I guess I was thinking Jelly would just go full punk rocker and yell, "I DON'T FOLLOW UR RULES, I'M OUT, BITCHES!" and there was going to be some goddam magical Berlin Wall collapse moment or something. But, of course that wasn't going to happen.
I just want to hope for a better world for once. I just want to have fun. But I keep having to learn that it only ever gets worse. With each passing year, I get a little better at accepting that, though, I guess.
