>>63400429I mean we don't know she just kept it vague cuz she didn't wanted to get into details, the only thing she left us with was
>Fellas, this is gonna sound kinda of cringe but can I get some prayer for some good luck in life... pray for good healthShe than went on and was hesitant to word it properly and stopped herself with "how do I word this properly" than it went on to say "life is scary chat...can I get real in this gambling game?" than she started saying
>I'm in a spot in my life where I need to do something uncomfy and scary... in order to precure long term happiness, hm big life decisionsSome people tried to lighten up with some jokes and said "are you pregnant?" and "are you gonna get married?" lol and she kept it very vague at the end but many here assumed that it had to do with some kind of operation? Tho we literally don't know obviously, some people asked if it was like going back to school but she didn't read much because she didn't want people guessing (I guess) than she asked chat how do they deal with life they answered, but it's not a graduation some people bring that up and she said
>No no I wouldn't do that Phase-Phase is like a family to me... Mamakin Papakin if you're watching this.. I'm sorry 0-0That's basically a QRD not fully accurate you could watch the vod, but yea she was feeling so anxious her tummy hurt, also before the seriousness some told her to rest and she said in murmuring way "that's... not an option today" "What if we made this stream a marathon?" (obviously many said "No stoopid"). Many think too that she felt a lot of stress because of the shit that happened with her pc yesterday, also I think most likely her parents coming is also very stressful
specially with the phase family comment >_> (which I get is not that she hates them but I understand her perspective I go to visit my family every Christmas and even tho I have a good time is super stressful too) so yea we don't know what is this "uncomfy scary thing" we're all worried too we love her and we want her to be happy but even tho we want to know so we can support her (I personally) understand not saying anything to not worry us even if it's a bit stressful too knowing she is going through something and we can't do anything to help (only hope we can lighten her day with out comments)
Pippa if you're here ;;; be safe don't feel obligated (I hope you dont') to stream or worry about not worry us, I understand it must be very personal so it's okay I'm very serious with this I (and all of us here) care about you, You are the star that light our day, you're not alone you're a part of use and we are a part of you eternally, those scars inside and tears of night is what gives us strength to keep pushin and live to watch you fulfill your dream <:) (not parasocially kek maybe a tiny teensy bitsy wee bit BUT THAT'S HUMAN fak off) 