>>93081610>>93081610>raaaah>it's a school night, pans have school tomorrow>but ragi wanted to talk with pansthis is the sleepy breathy asmry kind of space
>have to be business raccoon tomorrow>*deep breaths*>gotta by a 4TB drive for school, ben told 4TB specifically for one stupid class>buying 2 TB instead>being strong raccoon>gonna start going to the gym >you guys have to encourage me>wanted to talk but couldnt cause roomies invited people home>thought about writing a letter to pans>gonna be so cold tomorrow>do you buy water when there are snow storms? ...i dont think so>raki will keep the pipes drippingthis breathy raggoon is making me eepy
>i'll be home on friday and i'll be able to do cool streams>wanna play MISIDE but scared that eveyrone has watched it already>getting sleepyraki discovers that trashpans love her maybe and everyone was shocked
>aww trashpans love me.... (audible pien emoji) >*needy raccoon noises* do you guys love me?>>do you not know?>no... i know... but i like to hear it... *giggles*>love... lob...>trashpans love>sorry that was kind of embarrassing...>ragi has been needing a lot of verbal affirmations lately>when i stay couped up in my room and my roommates ask if i need anything, i always feel so silly when i try to explain how i feel>>do we get an i love you?>i love you trashpans...>*embarrassed flustered self conscious but still needy ragu noises*>im holding my raccoon plushie....i like to bite the nose, it's very bitable>i am feral cause i am high emotion and trashpan deprived and... *needy noises*>took cute kitty pictures wanted to show pans>they are SO CUTE right??>that song is sruck in my head... *sings a bit of it* can i get a kiss~>i cant believe they're real...>use to differentiate them by their eyes but cats eyes change color!!>one is fluffier and chubbier>other than that they are basically identical, and they tails are always bushy it's like they are in a permanent state of alertness but they aren't>went to target and rage quit>saw the fucking line for the registers wrapping all the way back to produce section... we rage quit that target so fast!>then at the store trying i was so overwhelmed cause it was so narrow, ketp getting stuck with my shopping cart when people wwre trying to get through, didnt know how to manoeuvrer it so i jsut lifted it but it was so awkward cause 2 pretty girls were watching me do it... uuwrah~>it was so embarrassing, felt like a dweeb>im gonna pull up at the gym wearing my cute gym fit and im gonna be like... well, what now?>going with Rose and another firend, dont know what we're gonna do>not sure what my goals for the gym are, just want to be stronger and more active>literally dont know what i want>>dance?>there is dance thwre but theres gonna be try hards and im gonn look lame >wanna build stamina
>also wanna play VR with you guys>*eepy needy ragi noises*>wanna play beat saber and do morning strech spaces>wanna do the idol workout from lovelive or like in aikatsu, running up stairs>having goals is good been scared to set them lately>Rose told me her resolutiob woyld be ro bw less involved in what she doesnt need to be emotionally involved in>and she told me my resolution should be->she saw that i had a tab named how to practice self love>then she was like you should talk to us more>and we want to see more emotions from you not just happy Raki cause it feels almost robotic>*burries her face in something*>thank you for listening to me and making me feel comfortable>are you sleepy yet?>now im whispering can you still hear me?>also this raccoon smells like lavender>did that thing where i got too excited for the first day of school now i cant sleep>gotta go turn lights off so its nice and dark>i was so comfy... *whiney ragi noises*>OMG its so dark now i gotta close the closet or I wont be able to sleep cause its so dark in there...>>you are so cute>you guys dont that? Like if theres clothes on a chair and it looks like a person then you csnt sleep?>saying goodnight to the each plushie>i dont wanna go back to school i dont wanna go back to school i dont wanna go back to school .....>it will be okay...>windy tomorrow, not making ice coffee, just water>raki might not have underwear for tomorrow, the first day back to school and also a windy snowy stormy day, rose is not driving us to schoolthis is foreshowing i think
>askef Rosr i>told my mom that i am a "passenger princess">then minutes later she asked if i came up with the term cause it's so accurate she was like>>you are so passenger princess>wanna learn more citypop, will listen to songs on repeat and learn them 