Magni/Caspurr once again crying over being ""graduated"" (DEFINITELY not terminated!) by Cover.

https://youtu.be/gkSZMBewi2o?t=1h37m12s

Says he should have acted how he felt (betrayed sadboy) instead of pretending to be happy which made him look like a grifter who betrayed his old fans
>I learned my lesson ... I learned
>My lesson um you know I said this uh right before uh I "went on my break"
>During the Monster Hunter era recently where I was like ... you know
>Pretending to be a certain way really bit my butt and people just assume the worst

>And if I had just said how I've been feeling and how I felt at the time
>I think things would have gone way better for me sadly sadly
>But I pretended to be happy
>I pretended that things were like a mutual whatever

Big bad Cover did him wrong for not lighting even MORE money on fire for his sake

>And and honestly if I just had said what I felt at the time which I was
>I felt like (...) I felt taken advantage of
>I felt mistreated
>I disagreed with a lot of like bad dealings behind the scenes
>(blah blah blah blah blah)

More crying about people seeing him as a smug grifter after his exit

>I tried to just continue to create and they said
>"Oh look at him he's being all snoody about it he's he's so smug about it."
>Blah blah blah blah blah
>And I'm like "No I actually felt terrible i felt like crying every single day"
>I felt the worst i felt just awful."

>And you know because I didn't just say how I was feeling at the time
>They were just like "Okay yeah moving on."
>You know and it's like and I was trying to do it for everyone else's sake too right
>um

Seems to imply that Cover didn't let him have a graduation stream?

>The viewers, past associations, past friends ...
>But in the end I was I feel like ***I was kind of tricked into it ***
>I thought I was going to do one last thing
>I thought I was going to ... I wanted to do one last thing
>And at the end of it I didn't get to do it even though that
>That was kind of like what I feel like was going to happen

>And I was taken by surprise a lot by the fact that it wasn't going to happen
>And you know if I had just said that at the time if I just said
>"oh guys I'm I'm really shocked" and "I thought this was going to happen" know

>But I kept my mouth shut and you just kind of like say
>"Oh it's like whatever."
>And you just try to move on then um basically

>I'm just I'm just going to say what I'm thinking from now on because unfortunately ...
>If you don't like, if you don't ...
>If you don't really don't lay it out for people they're not going to ...
>you just ...
>you just can't assume that people are going to understand what you're saying unless you say it right

Says he should have immediately become an indie vtuber, not-so-subtly referencing other's successes, didn't do it because of insecurity (it's definitely NOT because he arrogantly thought every Magmite would just sheepishly follow his fleshtuber self!!)

>[pause to read some donation message]
>well can I be honest i was I think one of the things that really um bit me in my butt was like
>I was so worried about coming off as like an opportunist or grifter that I was like ...
>I don't know ...
>"is Vtubing right for me", like

>Let me really think about this should I ever (blah blah blah) and I stepped on my own toes
>Because honestly if I ... like ...
>I've seen people around me it's just they just, like, immediately become a VTuber
>come back at it and it's like I'm like "oh"
>I just overthought it i should have just done what I felt
>I worry too much about what other people thought

>I should have just said what I was thinking and done what I was wanting to do really ...
>And that's what I do now ... that's what I do now and it's
>lo and behold things are working out really good for me now that I started to just really internalize
>if I'm feeling like a certain way I should do what I want to do to make me happy