>>100252068I've given up learning, dekinai.
I'm 24 and the age for learning a whole new language with a completely different writing system and sentence structure is far beyond at this point, I genuinely don't think my brain will be able to retain that kind of information anymore. I've gotten to a point where there's so many words I can just hear and understand individually but if you asked me to put together a sentence (I used to be able to when I took a class in college :<) or recognize widespread kanji I'm not doing any of that. Basically I have the understanding of a retarded baby.