>>100306871May God forgive me for my sins... I was lying, I haven't been going out with anyone like I said in the title, instead, she's in my basement, tied up after I lured her and sedated her with berries, her name is Nanashi Mumei, and I hope God forgives me for my actions, is it a sin for me to take what's mine?
This is a confession. Last few weeks my infatuation with Mumei only seemed to grow stronger, I find myself staring into her figure at extended periods of time, her slim body, her brown hair that flows like a river, and those hazel eyes, they terrorize, she's the love of my life, she's my entire world, and I'll be damned if the world crumbles to dust in my eyes.
I was losing sleep, every night, every time I close my eyes all I see is her visage, this one-sided romance has sent me spiraling down, and I'm going to lose it if I couldn't make her mine, "chase your dreams", "follow your heart" they say, so after days of pent up frustration, I followed her down an alleyway before sedating her and taking her into my basement, I can't resist her charms, she's just so cute, and I'm such a sucker for her cute voice... I tied her firmly, the ropes digging into her skin leaving red marks. She will be staying in there for a while.
The moment she woke up, she started screaming, begging for me to let her out. This fucking bitch, after all that I've done for her she screams at me? I proved my love, I showed her how much of a man I am by going to such lengths to take her heart as mine and that's how she treats me? I can't believe it...
It's been days, I've been feeding her, keeping her company and talking to her showing her that I truly care for her, that after this, when I free her, we will love each other for real this time, and it wouldn't be the same disappointing feeling of waking up from a dream with her, this time, I'll share my dreams with her. After this maybe she'll forget about me sedating her and tying her up, she'll forget about it, like she does with most things, and we'll be together, I thought. I'd stroke her hair as she sleeps, caressing her cheeks as I watched over her eyelashes fluttering, ragged breathing, and her body jolting slightly every time I touch her, I'd talk about my dreams with her, in the future, in our wedding day, there will be birds in the sky, the sun will be glowing, shining on us, and everyone we know will be there, but right now she just have to be restrained until she learns to love me, and she will love me, eventually...
