>>100782350She was doing so well, her fight carried on, to prove people wrong when she returned to kyo
But then she gave up on herself yet again, gave up yet again on a community who largely followed her back, stood by her through so much shitflinging
Gave up on herself when she was doing so well
Deleting entire projects out of fear of being judged for not being the first to do a cover, or some random retard children saying it sounds bad, or X did it better, or some other dumb imagined scenarios
Taking anti messages seriously as if anything they say matters
I hope whatever she threw everything away for was worth it, a dream job, a relationship, whatever the fuck it was damn I hope it was worth it, because if not she just murdered her own community for a bunch of silly dresses and replaced it with a weird community of larpers and attention seekers most of which she probably dislikes given what she said of some of them on a stream, the lolita community is largely rotten sadly, filled with bitchiness, mental illness and pretentiousness, hope that was worth it
I'm pretty sure that's where her stress is coming from, certainly nothing to do with streaming that's for sure, if it had anything to do with streaming she would be happy as ever, not missing for 2 months!