>>101335564Right now, her current stream self and what I know of her from older streams/clips, what she portrays herself to be and says about herself on her stream.
Being energetic, athletic, having an ADHD attention span, always trying to be entertaining, but sometimes cringing at herself in the process, hating to lose but still rather gracefully accepting her losses and wanting to improve herself, her ambitiousness, her attempt to keep things carefree and just keep going even if something bad happens/she might actually be worried, the slight social insensivity, yet never meaning ill and so many more things I love about her.
There is clearly a different side to her, but trying to guess and probe at her real personality off stream, in an attempt to figure out her "real self" is both speculative and more importantly feels kinda unhinged to me, so I will just love those things that she shows herself, while carefully acknowledging that some of those things might be performative and waiting for her to show me a different side to love.
