>>101549305>>101549492It's spicy chicken and pineapple from the same place as last time. It's a little greasy, but it was cheap and easy enough and it tastes just fine.
>>101549467General blues, plus being all of my friends' second best friend/lower priority to them it feels, and despite being the only person in most of my friends circles who initiates stuff, people keep turning me down for various reasons. One's sick (which, okay, fair is fair), another's overworked (again, hard to blame the guy), and then there's the guy who got out from under his controlling mother as an adult, discovered he can say no to things and has taken that to mean "it's okay to reject all of my friends and just got at home in my neet hole for years on end".
Also, I was apparently doing so much music listening, recording and mixing I ended up with temporary tinnitus, and the recommended cure is a good, long detox from headphones and generally speaking artificial sounds sources in general, so no desktop for me (which, my desktop also has coil whine in the PSU and my sensory overload triggers off of it). That all mixed with overthinking, particularly about how I don't feel good enough, especially having been essentially rejected from work life due to circumstances out of my control, and well.
Sorry for the dump, just needed to get that off of my chest
