>>101633844Kinda. People have said she felt 'uninvolved' with her community and she tried addressing that, she also tries helping out smaller vtubers sometimes, most importantly we know she's listening. Last week Filian said what to me was understood as appreciation for fanart and desire for more fanart, and I have not gotten to it yet even though ive been wanting to learn how to draw for a long time, adhd gomen. I'm a complete leech
I've been watching her for long enough that I also feel obliged to give something back even if I were to quit watching tomorrow, not a lot of things hold my attention like this (and the ones that did, well, those people quit or retired without me giving back or even saying some words of appreciation, so it weighs on my mind a bit, like "man if only you had done this or that maybe they'd think it was worth it to keep going, but you did nothing you fucking cunt")
