>>101784210>she's ignoring me today and it's giving me brainworms so bad.Word of advice for anybody feeling parasocial to this degree:
Take it easy man! You gotta be more casual get on your good grooves on, letting the brainworms get to you will only ruin the experience for you and may push towards bad behaviors in the long run.
I know that you love her and she knows that too. But you also have to be real and understand there's many of us here and we're all in this together so to speak.
When I get brainworms I take a small break to calm my anxiety because I don't want to come off as controlling or pushy or an asshole, I want to have fun and I want her to always have fun too.