>reminder that Shion was posting things like this as recently as June 2021
I've put up with a lot, I've endured a lot, and I've only shown my good side in various places, but honestly, it's really hard.
No matter what I do, people will say something, and every time I get depressed, I feel like I'm not suited to be out in the open. I couldn't tell anyone.
I even went to the hospital. I know I'm worrying everyone by writing this, but I started this activity because I wanted to have someone to talk to.
Of course, I am happy and there are many things that make me happy. I am happy and happy, of course, but more than that, the scars that I have made are too big. I was too weak. I'm sorry.
I'll erase it later. Please don't reprint it or post it anywhere, or make any weird assumptions.
I can't stop crying every day.
I never told anyone about it.
There are many people who are kind to me. Thank you for everything.
I don't want you to ignore me.
That's what I've always done, trying not to see it, trying not to see it.
They say whatever they want.
I've had to put up with a lot of people purposely showing me things and saying a lot of things I don't want to hear.
Now I'm consulting with a lawyer. But I don't know if the result will be satisfactory.
I know that there are a lot of people who are supporting me, and I know that.
It's not natural, and I'm very grateful. I can't thank you enough.
But I started this business because I wanted to do what I love, but I haven't been able to do any of the things I want to do.
It's hard for me mentally every day, I cry, and I'm afraid that one day I'll disappear. I didn't tell anyone about it because I'm sure only I could understand.
I couldn't even tell my parents or friends. Only you can know. You know.
But I think I've reached my limit. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
I guess I'm one of the few.
Please, don't pay your precious money to come and tell me. Please don't come to me with your precious money.
I want you to leave me alone.
I'll have a lawyer take care of those people, too.
I want to believe in you all.
I want to disappear completely from the memories of everyone in the world and disappear quietly.
