>>102575616>Oof, you're in your 30s and still feeling this way? Unironically have you ever been assessed for low T?Not unless basic medical blood tests test for this medical is a bit lacking here which is why I haven't really pursued much.
>What is it specifically that you hate that other people are telling you that you have to enjoy?Life in general, things like friends, family, community, nature, hobbies, exercise, travel, success, money, I could keep going on but as you kind of allude later down a lot of things especially in later half are bullshit.told by governments and such and aren't really there. But there are definitely things on that list that should but don't.
>You are completely delusional if the only conclusion you can come to is that you need to make it your purpose to kill everyone and I would be love for you to extrapolate on how you you came to that conclusion.I mean it's a simple tale, I tried to improve things by even a little bit because obviously no one individual can change the world. It either did nothing, or worse actively mocked for predicting it would go a certain way then 6 months later when it does exactly that people pretend like I never said anything and still treat me like I'm being ridiculous and it just keeps happening. fun fact that's topical to current vtuber news I actually predicted on this board that nonpayment of owed money was going to be how vshoujo died about a year ago or whenever that little blurb about artists being contracted not getting paid. I got plenty more but just an example.
So I gave up and realized people aren't going to change this is just their nature and life is getting worse for the world day by day unless you're a billionaire.
>>102575401>>102575777I'm not the one raging on here because you can't stand the idea that life is actually that shit because it would get you to realize how much is missing from your life. So you gotta get on chans and tell people how awesome life is and how people that fail aren't trying hard enough, just to keep your house of cards from falling over.
