the ones who spent years trying to get in. whove gotten so close but remained so far. the ones who sit in 1-2 view territory still hoping. the ones who had to quit streaming because the reality was their career wasnt gonna take off and they had to go back to the 9-5 grind. i also wonder how mad they are seeing girls like sana or gura show up, half ass it, not stream, then leave and throw away the thing they wanted so badly. it makes me wish they could all make it in a way.