>>103356611Dokibird's two suicide attempts were on December 24 and January 17th.
The whole night of december 24th was incredibly stressful, and after the heartbreak of seeing the work she poured into supporting the group not only get crushed, but seeing that same group telling her she was a burden to the branch and to graduate, she broke and tried to take her own life after apologizing to the people who worked on the MV, and her own dragoons, telling them to just reupload the video and remember her.
After this, she was radio silent for exactly 7 days, returning at 2 AM on december 31st with a picture of a hospital band, saying "Home now. I missed Dokidoge." She was under a mandated 7 day hold after a suicide attempt by the hospital.
After that, she was silenced on every single social media platform. At some point (Around Jan 4th iirc?), she started playing a sort of ARG with a few dragoons /here/ who made a little doki general separate from /haha/. They were obsessively searching for any signs of life or communication, and ended up finding out her steam page wasn't private. Once she noticed us, she started changing her steam names to silly things like "USE MY FORTNITE CREATOR CODE" (she didn't have one at the time, only selen did) and then eventually just turning into silly youtube video links like toothless dancing or yoshi singing. She'd change her name, the tiny general would notice and talk about it, and then the next day she'd change it to something else. She did this several times, all the way up until January 17th, when she stopped suddenly.
Radio silence for 3 whole days. This likely was again, a mandatory post-suicide hold, but reduced for whatever reason to 3 days exactly.
On January 20th, she came back home and immediately got addicted to palworld. Two days later on Jan 22nd, she was done playing palworld. I believe this is when she finally gave up all hopes of coming back or even saying goodbye to the dragoons and started getting serious about wanting out. She waited EXACTLY two weeks from Jan 22nd and on February 5th, she sent Nijisanji her little journal she kept of all of the problems she had at Nijisanji.
The rest is history.
This one video link potentially could've been the last thing she ever gave to her dragoons.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjsG-QdNKzU 
