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thanks bros, I just want to let my oshi hear how good she makes me feel y'know?
>>103415745Thats about as far as I've made it desu. I never so much as breathed heavily before so I've made some progress.
>>103415777I got over that with my ex to some extent. with menace its more of a trade and shes given far more than I have so I don't worry about it too much.
>>103415831I never thought of that but also I dont wanna alert my house mates incase I suddenly become a banshee when I cant hear lmao
worth a shot though
>>103415841I know dude, and shes said it a few times before as well. I would be lying if I said it wasn't one of my goals to send her one where I say her name.