>>103698660>"My fan's love is not special. They say the same things to others. I am just one of many creators to them, and my love is just a commodity! I'm just a part of a collective, which ruins the fantasy of being someone special to them!">"My love is not special. She receives the same words from thousands. I am just one of many fans to her, and my support is just a drop in the ocean. I'm just a part of a collective, which ruins the fantasy of being someone special to her."We all perform our scripted dance and put on a happy face. There's no monogamy clause. The core fantasy of GFE is reciprocal specialness. We want to be her special one, and she wants to be our special one. But a one-to-many structure makes this not possible. Just the presence of other fans and other creators for her is a constant reminder that the fantasy is just a fantasy. We have to fight for "crumbs of attention," and she feels like she is only getting a "crumb" of each of her fan's true devotion.
She receives adoration, money, an support from thousands. A devoted fan gives individual adoration, money, and support to one person. The loss of one "loyal" fan is cushioned by the presence of thousands of others. The pain she feels from that loss is not existential. The loss of her perceived special attention is a total loss. There is no cushion for a devoted fan. She holds all the power, sets the boundaries, controls the narrative, and is the sole supplier of the "reward" (attention). A devoted fan is fundamentally powerless. He can only perform and hope for a reward. He has no control over the outcome. A fair contract would imply an equal exchange of value and risk between parties. She is the only one in the dynamic who benefits entirely from a one-to-many structure. GFE is anything but equal. The only way to survive as a viewer is to be a whore. Don't be guilt tripped into thinking you're special to her, you're not.
