So let me get this straight. You watch female streamers pretend to be anime girls with titties the size of beach balls? And you think they somehow made it to their 20s/30s without ever having sex or being in a relationship? And somehow you're convinced they're saving themselves for you even though the only reason you're watching them is because you have so little redeeming qualities you couldn't attract a woman in real life? And even out of the pool of a few hundred other losers that watch her you're likely not even close to the top of the totem pole in terms of attraction?

I'm not making any judgement calls here I just want to make sure I'm understanding this correctly.