I just found out after more than 6 months of listening to her ASMRs that Kumo is actually a fucking man

I am in genuine disbelief, it is the first time in my life I get fooled by a tranny voice. It sounds so naturally feminine that I didn't even consider it as a possibility.
I always took pride in being a tranny radar, finding their physical traits on the milisecond, with voices as well. I feel ashamed that even after knowing it is a man, it still doesn't sound convincingly like a tranny, as in I could see myself forgetting and falling for it again in the future. My sense of self-pride is in absolute shambles.

I cannot even listen to his ASMRs anymore, saw some pictures on .party of an erotic cosplay he did and now every time I open his ASMRs I see his dick.
Is this also the case with other small ASMR youtubers I am not aware of? I am entering a paranoid state where I am going through my subscriptions and if said creator hasn't had her face leaked, I find myself filled with doubt and shcizo-overanalyzing. What the fuck do I do?