Hi /vt/ I'm a disabled (Mentally extreme adhd, slow cognition but average iq) fan. I've been in this entertainment genre for about 2.5 years.

I've noticed that despite buying tonnes of merch I don't really use most of it. This isn't exclusive to the vtuber fandom, for example I own plenty of physical videogames I have yet to unbox or even play. This is mostly due to my adhd but also other factors like fear of poverty/worry ill destroy the object etc.

My Q to you is this, what do vtubers do for you that make them interesting? What keeps you entertained in the vtuber sphere? What is the dopamine hit that makes you forget your troubles or think "this is why i do this!?"

Finally, I have too many subscriptions. I'm probably hoarding badges for God know what purpose but I'm not sure I want to drop any. I've been with dokibird and nimi nightmare