>>104899490It's always the worst thing to do to yourself.
You shouldn't be looking at others who have had success and go "man I wish that was me I'm so jealous I hate myself I wanna die!!!" you should be looking at them and go "wow that's neat, I wonder how I can get that" and figure out a path forward.
Focusing on your strengths but also figuring out how to passively and consistently grow your community at a stable rate that YOU can keep up with. (and your mods)
Doubting yourself is an easy path straight to hardcore depression that spirals out of control in to burnouts.
You can do it Yumi, don't give up on yourself.
Reach for YOUR goals, not others goals.
The same goes for the rest of you /here/.