>>105242932I know it's scary when you have everything to lose but maybe risking it all is the way. There's always time to pick up something else. I lost my job too and I'm working with something I never thought I would because I managed to take the time to get better at my craft. It's not a fancy life by any means, almost paycheck to paycheck survival level but I'm thankful I'm alive, able to work and continue enjoying what I can.
For some of us who were dealt bad cards life will never be easy or good. You can accept it by giving up or learning how to make do with what you can get.
It's a sad life in the eyes of many people but I'm always incredibly happy I get to see another day all things considered. Mori's story strongly motivates me to keep going despite knowing I'll never get even close to her level. Being comfortable and able to support her and the others I love is enough. I hope you come to accept your situation and find something that'll make you happier even if it's a small thing.
