>>105246499the only strength i can rely on is my physical body
but these days i'm wasting away
i have no more hunger, at least when it comes to gym-celling
and there's always a bigger fish in the gym
in a manic episode, i threw away half of my gym equipment
exercising too much can also be a bad thing, and drain your sanity. wipe it out.
because i want some assurance
that even if my personality and looks fails, at least this body can be of some use to her.
my pull up cage remains
the rest, i gifted them to strangers
and even if my pull up cage deteriorates from the rain and sun
i can go back to the basics
lunges, push ups, sit ups
in asian culture, it's believed that the man is frivolous with his spendings, so all the finance is managed by the woman
the man gets an allowance, if anything at all, per month
and due to my earth nature, i stay poor as a way to force humbling upon myself
aligning yourself with your core is important
never forget the balance of heart, soul, and mind
unironically, the celestials guide me, if i ever lose my way / mind
material pessimism, the belief that material possessions are inherently negative
construct conceptual materials, not physical materials.
