>>105451397Thanks to how social media, including YouTube works it's just always coming back to my face.
>I have reason to hate some of the most relevant content creators.Even through indirect means I am FORCED to see them because even those I like mention or collab with them, being so deep up in that ass desperately hoping for business opportunities with connected artists and more numbers from association with that clique.
>I was with my former oshi when she was only one to barely three view.But then she changed. The streamer side parasocial brainrot kicked in and became terminal. Her ambitions and dreams have evaporated because hornily sex taking with the chat through layers of disassociation because they are non-human creatures in the scenario is just so rewarding emotionally to her that working for things she had dreams of like improving her singing became pointless.
She also completely lost her witty banter with the chat. She is so parasocial at this point that she feels "mean" about it now, so gone is her funny and even I daresay intelligent old self and only a desperate slut from the end of every mindbreak doujin persona remains. This is also bad for her collab opportunities and gaining genuine friends because during collabs witty banter is still her personality of choice but without practicing it she's increasingly coming off just a fucking cunt as the years go on and those women get their feelings hurt about it.
Of course the inner circle of complete yes men enabled and continues to enable anything and everything.
I am FORCED to keep seeing her face because even though all real entertainment evaporated from her content to the point no clip channel of her even exists anymore she made it enough in the twitch circles that she keeps collabing with big names.
>The fucking dark corporation and it's continuously worsening or victimized contract trapped corporate slaves continues to exist.And continues to keep coming up in my feed...
