My heart and cock throbs for her, I think I’m genuinely in love I don’t know what to do. I bought plane tickets to go abroad in japan and I instantly regretted it and now I’m sitting here with my depression posting this, I want to end this stupid mind games I keep playing on myself I know is not real yet I keep yearning for something that Is almost out of my reach yet so close. I hate myself and these damn pills do not work despite what this place will tell you.