>>105845047You want the actual answer Kiara?
Because you are a fake lesbian.
No girl wants to go on an expensive vacation to the Maldives just to pretend to be a lesbian for stream content.
If either;
1. You weren't so desperate to be work friends with everyone and actually tried to make meaningful friendships with these girls beyond content creation, like taking up Nerissa and her family's invitation to go visit their house just to visit.
>or2. You actually committed to wanting a relationship with one of these dozens of girls you fawn over and then throw away.
Then you might actually get better responses from the girls you ask.
You are quickly becoming a hag Kiara, you need to change your ways.
You either need to become emotionally available to be real life friends with some of these girls, or you need to be open to actually dating one of them.
Otherwise you are going to keep on experiencing these girls being distant to you because it's the energy you have constantly given out to them.
Why would Calli go to the Maldives with you when she could bring Gigi home to meet her family?
Why would Cecilia go to the Maldives with you when she could go to Tokyo Disneyland with the girls in Japan?
Why would Elizabeth go to the Maldives with you when she could go with a holostar or twitch indie?
I'm not trolling you, anti'ing, hating, anything, I'm being real.
You need to make going to the Maldives with you something special for THAT specific girl for them to want to go, it can't be some ritual thing you are trying to find a replacement for.
