>>10652099being a haaton stopped me from killing myself anon, haachama's retardation saved my life.
now I want to get married and have a daughter just to live the true daughter experience the same way I lives it virtually through haachama, you don't understand how much her smiles, giggles and happiness means to me.
seeing her try her hardest to entertain through every hardship she went through oversees, all the controversy she had to deal with while still coming out of it fairly sane...do you know how it feels when a country the size of china is after your downfall? do you understand how an 18 year old girl felt with so many people against her while she was sitting in an insect infested dusty basement in a house full of people who either disliked her or didn't even care about her enough to feed her? where even going to school to get bullied was something she had to live through everyday?
all of hat and she still managed to turn on her stream, toughen it up and entertain her fans enough to make them happy and loyal to bits, have you seen her latest birthday stream anon? the feelings we showed to her as fans were simply unrivaled, and the way she responded with love and tears were enough to make the roughest of men smile so tenderly.
and even still, she tries to balance everything between her channel and her real life obligations, and she does it for both herself and for us.
she doesn't need your money or membership anon, she needs your love an support more than anything, in any way that you can provide it.
even though her voice is wonderful, her singing is delightful, her content is one of the most entertaining in hololive, her English is both cute and more than enough to understand her unless you're an ESL , she's still self conscious about all of that and wants to improve herself...because she wants to be the strongest idol there is