>>107012840At some point believing crosses a threshold from reasonable to delusional. If you chose to get hurt after watching this play out for literal years in hololive, following the same cycle over and over I don't know what to tell you, but whatever you tell yourself in your head to get into such a mindset is probably something you should learn to ignore.
Strangers, celebrity or otherwise, don't deserve your trust or faith or whatever. They have to earn it.