>>107186293I'm gay and I like having my prostate massaged until I cum everywhere. I mean everywhere, I really do mean everywhere. All over the sheets, all over the floor, fuck. I had to get a new rug and threw the old one out the dumpster, and then I saw a homeless guy digging around in there and he pulled it out one day. Used it to sleep on. I like to get it all over my figurines too. I cheat on my oshi so much it's the only way I can repent, because when I'm all spent I feel clean and purified. I don't have a girlfriend so I either go on Grindr or pay hookers every month to come over and just fuck me until I'm broken. My mother was on welfare and my father shot himself when I was 7. I found him in the bedroom. He used to hit me with his belt and forced me to show him how my dick growth was coming along, it made me kind of uncomfortable but I didn't think much of it. Now I'm earning $2,340 a month working in a field I hate, but my only reprieve is coming home to watch my oshi when she streams. I stick two fingers up my ass at first, then insert a few more until I cum all over my monitor. When I'm finished I wipe it down and send her an akasupa to tell her I'm sorry. I don't know if she thinks it's a joke or what. But if you see this, my love, I'm sorry.