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I think it may be a bit different in her case.
She went the road of codependency and toxic ideas in order to be popular.
It's poisoning her life and mindset too.
Spiders represent codependency and toxic behavior and you should not eat them because you are poisoning yourself.
Her numbers are fucked up because of this.
You can be popular doing toxic things on the short term, but if you want long term fans you have to be a positive and healthy person.
Her blogs and waitress outfit were this positive attempts but she created a very difficult and toxic lore for her channel over the years.
No matter the numbers or what happens she should choose her own health.
This includes mental health.
Someone suffering from codependency may have a problem with their parents.
Yes eating spiders made it worse, but there was already a problem before.
Did her parents prevent her from making her own life choices freely or have a behavior that force her to support them?
That's unhealthy.
The spider on her dress did not start with her spider eating antics.
It was already present since her birth in her life through her family and she has to address this issue.
It's difficult for a child to see the truth of their parents and of a mother.
A baby is programmed to see a mother as perfect and healthy for survival.
She should check the behavior of her mother with other people in her family and her father.
It may be a good idea to find healthier friends and to look at their interactions with their family in order to compare with her own situation. Avoid the stalker like figures, find well adjusted people.
