>>108406280It's been a thing with her forever. She doesn't mind sexualizing 'Kiara', but the minute it enters into the real world, it scares the shit out of her. Finding her voice 'sexy' and commenting that is a negative, finding her chicken titties hot is a positive and she'll play into it. It's one of the reasons she refuses to take any ASMR seriously, even if it isn't for everyone to begin with. She sees that as sexualizing her 'real' voice which skeeves her out.