>>108710641I was you once and for many years. The whole idea seemed to go against every fiber of my being that it disgusted me greatly thinking that such a thing could happen to me.
I've come across many a online harlot, both flesh and anime, in those years and always treated them the same way.
I believed such a parasocial "love" I've witnessed many men fall for could never happen to me.
That all changed when I discovered my oshi. My curiosity led me deeper and she mindbroke me.
She seemed so perfect. She is perfect. She's all I ever wanted.
Why couldn't the women I encounter or meet irl be like her. If one does happen to appear thats quite close the my oshi's perfection it just would not be the same.
Because it's not her...
