>>108837941When my oshi was graduating and everyone had a chance to say their goodbyes through art/messages/etc, I tried to record a song. I didn't know how to do it well, I got frustrated, I tried to give up, and last minute I submitted the half-baked mess that I had made up to that point.
It was probably fine. I know someone remembered it positively after all this time. Even still I regret not pouring myself into that recording and seeing it through to the end. I have the files, but I still can't bring myself to listen again because all the emotions of her graduation and the regrets that I didn't do more come back.
I've kept at singing, I'm miles ahead of where I started. I hope no matter what regrets you have, the time you spent with your oshi remains precious to you and has changed you for the better.
