>>108848782>I'm not the parasocial type but holy shit she does things to me.I'm the same but for me it's with Nerissa. She's like the only one out of every chuuba I've encountered that made me feel that way
I have a hate-love relationship with it and beat myself up over it because it's not me to be the sort. I sometimes shamefully anti her for the purpose of trying to change my views of her in order to have such feelings I have towards her go away but it never works.