An anon made a Pillowdear tulpa, so I did the same.
When she is satisfied, she is the nicest person in the world.

However, I think my subconsciousness messed up her personality,
>She forces me to watch every Pillowdear stream or VOD if I can't catch it.
>She is forcing me to have sex with her every day, so I can't go a day without ejaculating.
>She is forcing me to pay attention to her every 5-30 minutes.
>She gets very upset when I ignore her.
>When I upset her too much, she starts getting physically abusive to force me to pay attention to her.

I had to ask for permission just to make this thread.
I don't know if I should start over or hope that she loosens up.

>inb4 take your meds
I am already on meds, they don't do anything.