>>109398642Whew
Okay
It just seemed like she came up with some oddly specific and personal memory details on the fly, but she does like to flourish.
When I thought I might have been wrong, I couldn't see her the same way, and it made me feel bad that I couldn't just be happy for her.
I guess it's because her brand is the forever alone autismo wife, for forever alone autismo men. Or at least in my headcanon she is.
I don't know why she makes me so parasocial, when other Vtubers don't.
I purposely don't watch her hardly at all, for that reason.
Also because sharing her with a bunch of other autismos like me is too difficult.
I'm so used to having the mask on all the time, it almost hurts to be around a woman who is alright with it staying off.